Thursday, November 13, 2025

Stealing Things From Off The Racks

 

Released November 15th 2025

Tuesday, November 22, 2022

Egg Cyst Ants

 Available Nov. 30th 2022



Saturday, January 1, 2022

For Fear of Dreams (2022)

 




Moon Crash
I will sit with you
Underneath this moon
Underneath these stars
No one here will care

Clean up all these shelves
Clear out all my cells
Drink enough water today
To pretend like I am okay

I had a dream about this night
But in my dream the moon crashed down
Falling into the street outside
And rocking out all this sound

I can wait under this
And walk in weather tonight
Talk to people once again
And crush my hands to clean this state

I feel I'm still alive
So I cross my fingers here tonight
We walk uphill and in the air
To clean this up and make it right

I had a dream about this night
But in my dream the moon crashed down
Falling into the street outside
And rocking out all this sound

I had a dream about this night
But in my dream the moon crashed down
Falling into the street outside
And rocking out all this sound



Build a House
I want to live inside of you
Build a house, build a house
I want to sit inside your mind
Build you thoughts, build you thoughts

Need to find a way to talk
With your mouth, with your mouth
Want to be the man outside
Build a house, build a house

And if you start to clean my head
I’ll picture you without a mess
If you want to buy a chair
I’ll sit with you and eat a pear
And if you need to stop this bus
I’ll stop with you and call a cab
And if you need to build a house
I’ll watch your back and sing with you

(Instrumental Break)

And if you start to clean my head
I’ll picture you without a mess
If you want to buy a chair
I’ll sit with you and eat a pear
And if you need to stop this bus
I’ll stop with you and call a cab
And if you need to build a house
I’ll watch your back and sing with you

Build a house, build a house
Build you thoughts, build you thoughts
With your mouth, with your mouth
Build a house, build a house

Frances
Note: The lyrics for this track are adapted from the poem "Frances" by Charlotte Brontë.

She will not sleep for fear of dreams
Rising with her restless bed
And walks where sunbeams cloud in weight
Of moonlight through the hollow shed

Not long she stayed where misty moon
And shimmering stars could long her look
But through the garden archway soon
Past strange and gloomy paths she took

To solitude and to the night
Some words she now in murmurs said
And trickling through her fingers white
Some tears of misery she shed

God help me in my grievous need
God help me in my inward pain
Which cannot ask for pity’s meed
Which has no license to complain

Which must be borne yet who can bear
Outward days a constant weight
The yoke of absolute despair
A suffering holy desolate

Who can forever crush the heart
Restrain its throbbing curb its light
Disassemble truth with ceaseless art
With outward calm as inward strife

She will not sleep for fear of dreams
She will not sleep for fear of dreams



Sunday, July 4, 2021

Adaptations & Growing (2021)




Time is a Building

Time is a building

Where we once lived

With every hallway

And every secret hid

The foundation is shaking

The roof is falling in

And we are standing

Where we’ve always been


Time is a building

We built it with our hands

On shifting water

And sinking sands

The windows are broken

The doors are off the hinge

And we are waiting

For the end to begin


(Instrumental Break)


Time is a building

That we can’t outrun

Beneath the shadow

Of a dying sun

The walls are closing

The stairs are lead

And we are living

With the words we said


A Lonely Dog

A lonely dog

Barking at the moon

A lonely dog

In an empty room

The master’s gone

And the door is locked

A lonely dog

Watching the clock


He remembers the walks

In the summer rain

He remembers the joy

Before the pain

Now he’s just a shadow

On a hardwood floor

Listening for a key

In the front door


A lonely dog

Barking at the moon

A lonely dog

In an empty room

The world goes by

In a blur of gray

A lonely dog

At the end of the day


Brand New Boy

I’m a brand new boy

In an old man’s skin

Looking for a place

To let the light in

I’ve got silver hair

And a heavy heart

But I’m ready to make

A brand new start


Everything I knew

Has faded away

Into the mist

Of yesterday

But I can still feel

The fire inside

And I’ve got nowhere

Left to hide


I’m a brand new boy

In an old man’s skin

Learning how to lose

And how to win

The road is long

And the night is deep

But I’ve got promises

To keep


The Biology of Trees

The biology of trees

Is a mystery to me

How they stand so still

And yet they’re free

Deep in the earth

The roots entwine

Reaching for a spirit

That is yours and mine


They breathe the air

That we throw away

They turn the night

Into the day

With leaves like hands

Reaching for the sky

They never ask

The reason why


The biology of trees

Is written in the bark

A map of the world

Left in the dark

They grow in silence

They die in peace

Waiting for the wind

To bring release

Sunday, July 5, 2020

Undoing Daphne's End

Available Now.


Monday, March 25, 2019

Phases of the Moon

Available March 27th 2019


Tuesday, January 8, 2019

New music.

I have neglected this page for a couple years. A couple really bad years.
I will get around to updating soon.

There have been two releases since I was here last.

First was Cashew Body - FEM - Shoes That I Can Wear.

This album is dedicated to the memory of my brother who died in 2018. It is also dedicated to the bizarre phenomenon of Number Stations. The two things are connected. Trust me.








Then there was a retrospective released for fukachuk egg machine's 20th anniversary.

The Tree of Reason - 20 Years of Fukachuk Egg Machine




A retrospective of 20 years of fukachuk egg machine. I have attempted to include 1 song from every album made since 1998. I only failed a little bit.
fukachuk egg machine is the story of my life and an adventure in perspective. I'm not the person I was 20 years ago. Though maybe parts of me still are. I don't really know. Take some time to listen to my biography.